She loves me, She love me not, She loves me?

Azerbaijan has become overly jealous and controlling, it gives me conflicting emotions. Firstly, and in complete disclosure, I like it. Last night, for example, she half jokingly mentioned that Fridays and Saturdays were automatically reserved for her. My first thought was, that’s awesome! I mean, I have this amazing woman who wants to spend every weekend with me! That’s flattering. There is no one else I would rather spend that time with anyway. If I wasn’t with her I would go out B-rain. I’d find myself in some club scammin on some girl I wish was my girlfriend. No random touches Azerbaijan in any way. Sure, I find other girls alluring, even attractive, but I would rather be with Azerbaijan 10 out of 10 times. From the deepest to the most shallow of reasons I find her more attractive than any other woman I’ve come across.
The second thought about Azerbaijan’s increasing levels of control and jealousy makes me doubt her fidelity. I’ve been around the block enough times to understand what these levels of jealousy and control mean. She’s cheating or gearing up to cheat. I’ve done it, its been done to me, I can read the signs like the alphabet. I hope she is not cheating, obviously, but I am not letting it get me down. Cheaters are going to cheat no matter what you do. If I got upset at her it wouldn’t change her mind about being faithful to me. If she isn’t cheating on me and I got upset, it would just push her closer to doing it any way. Basically, I plan on working loving her as if I didn’t suspect her of anything. The truth will come out one way or the other.
Oh! last night we had a long conversation without a fight! It was nice. When we don't fight, we get along so well... its like a breath of fresh air into my day. We just talk, joke, Oh! And she is teaching me her language. It’s fun! I’ve had many people try to teach me many languages, she is really good. She doesn’t get mad at pronouncing words repeating. She is encouraging, and keeps positive. She impresses me. It makes me feel closer to her. It is one of my weakest points and she handles it very well. I wouldn’t say it’s a turn on… but it does make me like her more. Last night she asked “should we return to our lesson?” lol, it was really cute.
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